I'm still here! I'm still alive. Seems I haven't updated for a while and that has been somewhat universal. No... I really haven't become obsessed with the realms of MySpace... I barely log in there. Life has just been keeping me busy and I have not much felt like blogging to be honest. This has been increasingly the case even though I have no shortage of things that I can discuss if I really wanted to...

This last week has been devoted to being sick. My kidenys are giving me mini-agony at the moment from coughing so hard. This illness has been an absolutely bastard to shake. I actually woke up feeling better today before the coughing started up again. It has been odd because I just haven't really felt myself and I am still producing stacks of chest rubbish even though I've been on antibiotics and the infection should have cleared.

So, what the big news? I have job offers from both states now. This is a problem because I have been putting off telling my other half about this news. I am not sure how to tell him or how he will respond. So... I am planning... planning my approach and what to say and try and keep it all as light hearted as possible. The longer I avoid telling him, the worse it will be. I think the hardest part is that I don't really know what it is that I want to do anymore. I always love things the way they are when the very foundations are threatened.